SOMEBODY PLEASE WAKE ME UP ALREADY..!!!!!!

CAN’T STOP DREAMING, SOMEBODY PLEASE WAKE ME UP ALREADY, cause I really really don’t have time for all this dreaming…!!! I’m staying up WAY past my bedtime, dreaming my days away, then during the day I’m an absolute mess cause I didn’t get enough sleep and I end up falling a sleep in the middle of the day and then I’m up way to late again – and so the circle continues….. SOOOOOO FRUSTRATING…. I need to wake up already….!!!!!

It’s not like I don’t have things to do, cause actually I have way to much on my plate lately.. I really really REALLY need to get started on my Bachelor assignment – my house looks like a disaster area – I have laundry piles that could easily reach the ceiling – tons of homework besides the bachelor – and the list goes on, in endlessness.. #note to self:

I REALLY NEED TO STOP DREAMING AND START LIVING INSTEAD !!!

But HOW, now see that is the million dollar question…!!! Does anybody have a cure..? A shrink maybe ? An insane asylum ? A lobotomy ?

I mean WHY do I dream at all…??? Is it even normal..? Are there others out there like me…??? God I’m going crazy here…… Does all this dreaming surge a greater purpose somehow, or is it my defense mechanism that kicks in every time life gets a little to much to deal with..?? I can’t figure it out lately… Somebody please just wake me up already…

Avicii sais it kinda well – maybe I’m just getting wiser maybe theres a purpose to all my dreaming…. who knows…..

But see now I did it again – I have just successfully waisted more time.. .Just spend like half an hour writing a post nobody will probably ever see – a post nobody will notice – a post for nobody than my own eyes, when instead I could have spend half an hour doing the laundry, doing my homework, grocery shopping, cleaning, cooking dinner, spending time with my kids, writing on my bachelors assignment…… Is this blog really just another excuse for me to do everything else than I’m actually supposed to do…???

Well if anybody actually DO read this and they just happen to have a “turn of the dream” cure – you know like a magic button you can just turn off and on as you please – please let me know… Now I think I’ll try to get around to doing a load of laundry leaving you with a song that must be my all time favorite as I couldn’t say it much better my self.. 🙂

Caught up in a dream…

AAARRGGHH so these last couple of days I just can’t seem to stop dreaming… Once again I’m really just caught up in this little dreamworld of mine, and I can’t seem to wake up or snap out of it… And I really really need to, cause I kinda have a Bachelor to write, so I have NO time for dreaming right now….. I blame Pinterest, Pinterest is such a time consumer when you’re a dreamer like me.. I already have everything lined up for that day when I magically become a millionaire and get to build my own house.. I have like a gzillion dreams on pinterest just ready to be taken to use… Add me @ johannemagrethe on pinterest and get a glimpse of all of my crazy dreams in pictures..

So the dream place for me to live is Calabasas… I’m just obsessed with this area, don’t know why cause I’ve never been there, but on TV it just looks like an amazing place to live, and so I can’t stop myself from checking out Trulia.com daily just to see if new homes has been put up for sale… I wish I could see Calabasas with my own eyes, then maybe I would fall out of love with it and maybe then I could stop all this silly dreaming… Ohh well, currently this is my favorite home in Calabasas…

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I mean how pretty is that…. You can see more pics of the house by clicking on this link :

http://www.trulia.com/property/3168628675-25225-Prado-De-Rosado-Calabasas-CA-91302#photo-22

I LOVE trulia cause it makes it really easy to dream big like I tend to do 🙂 🙂

And obviously I’d decorate this house amazingly.. so as previously stated I found a million good ideas on Pinterest… Way to many to put up in here, so check out my Pinterest for great ideas for homes 🙂

Well besides dreaming of Calabasas… I’ve been dreaming a lot lately about the whole baby thing…. It’s just so hard to come to terms with the fact  that I’ll never have more kids, ohh what I wouldn’t do to have more babies, twins would be perfect, twins are my dream…!!! God I hope that at least one of my dreams would come true one day, cause the thought of it never happening is just unbearable !!!!!!! how do you make you’re dreams come true..?? How…….

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A couple of crazy days !!!!!!

Wow so these last couple of days has been nothing less than crazy…

 It started out with me thinking that I actually might be pregnant.. I just had so many signs and I new that this time there was actually a chance.. I’ve dreamed of having more children for so many years now so I really really crossed my fingers, and on sunday I had this feeling that this was it and that two little babies hid in my tommy… On monday I went to school and unfortunately I had an accident during an attempt to do a handstand.. My stupid back said this wear noise and I could hardly get up of the floor.. It hurt SO bad and the 45 min. car-ride home was simply unbearable !!! But I god home, I just wasn’t able to move 😦 😦 😦 I literally couldn’t do anything, but lie down.. Every time I stood up, walked or sat down I just started crying of pain.. My poor kids didn’t know what to do, cause I was in so much pain BUHUUU.. The next day I went to the chiropractor in the hopes that he would be some kind of miracle maker, but NO.. Still in unbearable pain 😦 Wedensday Still in horrible pain and now a total mess, I couldn’t do anything at home, couldn’t do the laundry, couldn’t go grocery shopping, couldn’t clean the house, couldn’t make dinner for my kids, couldn’t do ANYTHING cause couldn’t move 😦 😦 😦 😦  And as if the back problem wasn’t bad enough I also found out that I wasn’t pregnant….. And just to top it off my dog suddenly felt the need to pee on my couch… the couch… REALLY……… This must really qualify as some shitty days…!!!! Fortunately today my back is a little better, and tomorrow I’m going to see the chiropractor again, and I hope that he’ll make it a little better…

I guess all this has really just reminded me how alone I am.. In times of need you really find out how badly you need someone to be there for you.. I wish my parents for instance had called me when they had been grocery shopping, just to hear if they could bring me something, or if there was something I needed… I mean getting help that you don’t have to ask for is really just the best, and I DONT ASK FOR HELP from ANYONE…. They knew I couldn’t move, they knew I couldn’t do anything.. I mean if only they had offered to cook us dinner or pick up the kids or something – anything I would have been forever grateful, cause I absolutely HATE asking anybody for help…. I just won’t do it… Then I’d rather be in pain…!!!! Stupid I know, but thats just the way I am… Fortunately my boyfriend returns tomorrow, so he can take over a little, can’t wait…!!!!

In times like this I’m really reminded of all the things I DONT have rather than the things I have… So I’ve really just been so sad… And then what do I do… I DREAM….. Dear Billionaire out there – please donate some money to me so I can hire a maid, a nanny and a driver ha ha 🙂 🙂 Naaah no matter how rich I was I don’t actually think I’d hire anybody to help anyways – cause I can take care of myself right… Hmmm… I would however love to win the lottery tomorrow – so dear God… Please let me win… I need some joy on top of a bad week…

Dear mr. billionaire out there somewhere

please help a girl who’s about to pull out her hair

her days are crazy and filled with worry

please help her out, and please do it in a hurry

All she wants is a life thats more carefree

all she wants is for everyone to see

see that she can do it all, all on her own

build a future and a beautiful home

a home for her kids, where they can always have a ball

the home of her dreams, with no worries at all

A home filled with joy, fun and happy hearts

and maybe even a garage with to amazing cars

and hopefully a future with a couple of babies

ohh that would really make the girls happy ladies

Well I guess it doesn’t hurt to have dreams

a little universe of my own where nothings as it seams

A place for distraction in times of need

a private space with not even a single bad seed

A place where everything is peaceful and filled with love

ohh how I wish and pray to the stars above.

And ohh well, if theres no mr. billionaire out there, and if theres no lottery winnings in sight for me, at least let my back be better soon so I can get back to my life and be fully functioning again……

Break-in at my neighbors house… back to reality, back to dreaming…..!!

First of all Happy New year to everyone following me 🙂 🙂 Hope you’ve had an amazing Holliday, a merry christmas and a happy new year.. I definitely have.. For Chritsmas we went skiing in Norway, and it was soooo idyllic and beautiful, and how amazing is it to watch the snow falling quietly outside on christmas, while opening gifts and eating delicious food…. New Years eve we celebrated at home, just my little family and my little dog – who was quite scared of all the fireworks poor thing – and before I new it was back to reality and back to school… And with that comes dreaming….

So yesterday was spent daydreaming my day away… Dreaming of a new car like this

Image Even though my dream car still is a Range Rover Sport this comes pretty close to a dreamcar also.. It has plenty of room, and we can easily place our little doggy in the back.. It has 4-wheel drive and most of them has automatic transmission.. It’s perfect for when we go skiing and perfect for traveling and also it’s fairly economic, so it would be win win… However it’s still waaaaaay to expensive for my non existing budget ha ha, but a girl can dream right..??!!

Also I’ve been dreaming about that perfect house.. I really just want a house that I can feel save in.. When my boyfriend has been home for a while I alway get a little scared of being alone when he leaves.. The house I live in is a real “eye-catcher” and way to easy and accessible, and therefor also really easy to break into.. A break-in has always been one of my biggest fears, cause I’m alone with my daughters all the time and I just don’t know what I’d do… So yesterday after dreaming my day away about that perfect secluded house, and that perfect Volvo car there was a knock on my door… It was my neighbor wanting to inform me that there had been a BREAK-IN in her house during the weekend…!!!! WHAT….. a break-in… now thats really close all of the sudden, and I was reminded that it could actually happen to me too.. The scary thing is that it probably happened while I was sitting here in my living room wide awake.. I just didn’t hear or see anything… But what if my house is next…? Thats such a scary thought, so now more than ever, do I want to win the lottery…. PLEASE PLEASE PRETTY PLEASE dear Lord let me win… So I can get away from this house, and build a house that I can feel save in…. PLEASE…….

Dear person who ever you are in the skies above 

let me win the lottery and I’ll give you love

please give me a little more luck

and I promise I’ll give you a hug

Please give me the freedom I so often dream of

please let my life be a little less tough

and now that you’re at it, I’d like a nice car too

uhh and maybe even a baby or two

And if you can’t give me luck, then at least make me a little more smart

that way I can invent things, and then become a millionaire at heart

Hmm a poet I guess I’ll never be

but a dreamer by heart, now thats just me

Well I still dream and I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again if theres a millionaire/billionaire/gazillionaire out there who doesn’t know what to do with all that money, I’ll help you… I’d gladly take some of them of you’re shoulders ha ha…. 🙂 🙂 Otherwise happy dreaming out there….. 🙂